Galactic Chaos

          Yep, that's me from circa 2011 at Anime St. Louis!  This was the first time I wanted to cosplay, and let me say......I had no idea of what I was doing!  I mean seriously I don't even know what I was suppose to be!?  Like I had a wig, that red coat, and yeah....that's about it!  I seriously have no idea of what I was trying to go with......but the fact of the matter is little did I know, this was going to be the start of something very unique and euphoric for me gender wise.  I want to share with you my journey of my favorite cosplays, and let you in on my thoughts and feeling going into each one of these characters I dressed as.....except for that first picture here.....cause I literally had NO IDEA what I was thinking lol!  But, this is something I really do want to talk about.....no not whatever this cosplay was; I am talking about how cosplay is a form of exploration and expression.     Like I said, I had NO IDEA what or who was it I was trying to cosplay!  I m

 TW:  Sexual assault, harassment among other topics within that realm.  If you feel that tehre is a chance that you may be triggered or re-traumatized from the things that was just mentioned, just know you are under no obligations to read this post.  If you do choose to read, I will notify you with (TW ALERT) to let you know if a section is going to be talking more about it.  But like I said, no shame if this is too much for you!  You are OK!  Promise!     You know, I have a love/hate relationship with the anime Bleach.  I mean when I first watched it, I felt this was one of the best anime I have ever watched!  The lore, the Japanese culture, ALL of it was just sooooooooo GOOD!  However, the more I watched I gradually got annoyed.....and pissed because the focus was on the main character above the other characters.  I mean EVERYTHING kept coming back to the main character......even characters in which they were the focus, it was always back to Ichigo!!!!  ...look I can spend a LONG tim